Stars and Guitars was so good
I actually got to sit in a seat, listen to 5 amazing artists: Phil Vassar, Lee Brice, Thompson Sqaure, Lauren Alaina, and Easton Corbin.  I’ve never seen Phil or Lauren (except for hearing her at a show I worked for).  I’ve seen Easton 2 or 3 times before, I’ve seen TS open for Lady A, and I’ve seen Lee open for Luke Bryan but I was really drunk and hardly remember.

Of course I love going crazy and dancing/singing/drinking in the lawn of the normal concerts I go to.  But I really love just sitting and listening.

I just love country music.
I can’t get enough of it.

Today was absolutely the most scariest day of my life.

I don’t know what it’s like to lose someone close to me.  I don’t want to know what that feels like.  When I heard my dad scream “diane, trevor!” and to “call 911” I watched as my brother was seizing.  He’s never had an actual seizure but has little ones where he see flashes of images.  He had been drinking the night before and that may have something to do with it.  Another thing is he plays games a lot and that may be another reason why.  He didn’t inform us that he was having these mini seizures before his full blown seizure.  There was nothing I could do.  I watched and listened as my parents called 911 and tried to get him to wake up and get out of his seizure.  He was making noised and foaming at the mouth.  I’m probably the most emotional person I know so I immediately started crying.  The ambulance was there so fast and he was just getting out of his seizure by that time.  When he woke up, it was a face I’ll never forget.  He looked confused and scared.  He didn’t know what just happened or why these men were in our house.  We told him that he just had a seizure and was confused for awhile and not responding properly.  He doesn’t remember anything until actually being put into the ambulance outside the house.

This is the second seizure I’ve witnessed this year and let me tell you it’s not something you want to see.  It’s really scary how it just takes over your body and you don’t remember anything.  He can’t drive for 6 months (as of now) and needs to give up drinking for along time as well as cut down a lot on his gaming.  I don’t even want to think about drinking if that’s what caused it.

I hope this never happens again and we find what’s wrong because I can’t go through that again, nor can my parents.